I love you Courtney! I added you as a friend in this journal. I remember saying that (the preppy clothes remark) but I said that because someone said something about it. I'm sorry. I know you aren't in charge of what you wear. You want clothes? I swear to god I am buying you a shirt when we go to the mall. Or if we can't I'll give you it on Monday. I really do trust you it's just lately I can't tell you stuff because we are in school. And I just feel so trpped in school. I really want to hang out with you and I'm sorry about the poem. I wrote that like a week and a half ago and I don't feel like that anymore. I am so happy to see you happy. I love the way Michael makes you really shine and the way he makes you happy. You deserve to be happy. I love you Courtney. I want you to always remember that. I tryed calling you earlier and left you a message. I really don't want us to drift apart. I love you so much! Please do not let a silly remark or poem get in the way of our friendship. Please forgive me if I did you wrong. Please call me. I shall call you tonight. I love you!
PS: I have told you before that I am so jealous of you. I really am Courtney. You are so pretty and you are not fat and you are not ugly and you are not perfect. But sometimes you fool me into thinking you are. You little trickster, you! You are smart about the things that matter.
Math? Who cares? Science? Not important. Knowing how to make pimples go away? Wicked sweet. Knowing how to make your friends laugh? Perfection. Understanding how to tell people things they don't want to hear and get away with it? You'd have to be a bonified genius for that.
And you are. You just don't put all your efforts in school. And who should? I think you are smart enough. Rich or poor I don't care. I love you anyways. If you want to listen to Krystal and end our friendship I guess I can understand..no use keeping someone you dislike right? I want to keep you as a friend but I will not follow you around and make you feel uncomfortable. I just want you to know I love you and I think you are perfect at being my friend. That is what you are perfect at.
aww hannahtoxichikkiSeptember 18 2004, 17:51:17 UTC
hannah...i love you so much, even if im pissed off at you and bein a bitch you seem to be there for me...i love you!!! ill try to call you but i dunno when i can, you can call my cell on weekends or after 7 though! and i will freakin make time to talk on the phone!! i love you, please believe me
Hannah
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Math? Who cares?
Science? Not important.
Knowing how to make pimples go away? Wicked sweet.
Knowing how to make your friends laugh? Perfection.
Understanding how to tell people things they don't want to hear and get away with it? You'd have to be a bonified genius for that.
And you are. You just don't put all your efforts in school. And who should? I think you are smart enough. Rich or poor I don't care. I love you anyways. If you want to listen to Krystal and end our friendship I guess I can understand..no use keeping someone you dislike right? I want to keep you as a friend but I will not follow you around and make you feel uncomfortable. I just want you to know I love you and I think you are perfect at being my friend. That is what you are perfect at.
Love Hannah
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love,
courtney
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