Sep 10, 2004 10:53
ummmm ya....these freakin hurricanes are like ruining my life!! darnit! im sittin in science right now and im sleepy, hungry, SLEEPY, TIRED, bored, annoyed, and ya... so im writin in my journal. michael had to go to georgia for the hurricane so i wont be seeing him anytime soon, i wanna hang out with beth today but im goin to my freakin dad's house, im not even allowed to go hang out with alex and megan cuz thier mom hates me. wow, and hannah, i just dont kno about her. sometimes i wanna hang out with her, and sometimes when im with her i just wanna get away lol, but i guess its like that with everyone at some time or another. i've felt really ugly lately, like REALLY ugly. i kinda want people to say im pretty i guess. but i also want people to tell the truth, so i guess that means i just want to be pretty. i just look in the mirror sometimes and i almost want to cry....it really kills me for some reason my appearence. o well, talk to me you people im all lonely and stuff. ttyl!!
i love you!!
courtney