Jul 22, 2004 20:13
im sorry if this comes off dramatic (in text you can't hear the tones of the voice) but...i truly feel hated.
the following statements are not gossip:
beth thinks i am flimsy and not trustworthy.
i feel like hope reports/spies on me to beth.
hannah is confused about if she shud trust me.
and i think beth james is mad at me.
these are baisically the 'best friends' of mine that i think are having second thoughts about me. i truly wish i was perfect and got along with everyone. but the truth is im simply not. im sure i do gossip about people (which i have just officially stoped...) and dont be all "omg! courtney gossips!" cuz i kno y'all do too ok?... im really sorry and if you have any advice on how i can be a better person/friend drop me a line peeps!
i love you loveys...hope you love me too (at least a little) love,
courtney