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Well, got back yesterday from Ashley's house and Kennywood... That was a trip. Lol. Had a bit of trouble with road signs in PA, lol, but other than that, we had a blast. We were drenched within ten minutes of arrival and then it was coasters after that. I needed that day just to relax. It was good. But now I'm back in Pendleton County, bored... Waiting for this weekend to get here. Got a bunch of plans with people, can't wait. And it's only another ten days until I'm back in Keyser and away from the chaos of being at home. It's really starting to drag me down. Wish I could have a place of my own so that I didn't have to come home during the summer... But oh well.
I am going to try to quit smoking again once I'm back in Keyser. I've a good feeling about it this time. I don't like using the patches or anything like that, they still put nicotine in my body, I've done pretty good in the past by just stopping. Just got to not start back up six months down the road. It'll be nice to have that little bit of extra money in my pocket.
*Sigh* I feel like I'm going crazy today. I've had nothing to do and I just keep thinking about Jared.. We really used to be happy... I'm sure that if he wouldn't treat me like shit all of the time, we still would have been... I'm just tired of all the pain he inflicted upon me... He's finally opened his eyes completely and realized how shitty he's been to me, and that it's not all my fault like he always said it was... Now he just needs to get better so that he doesn't damage his next relationship the way he damaged this one.
I am going to try to quit smoking again once I'm back in Keyser. I've a good feeling about it this time. I don't like using the patches or anything like that, they still put nicotine in my body, I've done pretty good in the past by just stopping. Just got to not start back up six months down the road. It'll be nice to have that little bit of extra money in my pocket.
*Sigh* I feel like I'm going crazy today. I've had nothing to do and I just keep thinking about Jared.. We really used to be happy... I'm sure that if he wouldn't treat me like shit all of the time, we still would have been... I'm just tired of all the pain he inflicted upon me... He's finally opened his eyes completely and realized how shitty he's been to me, and that it's not all my fault like he always said it was... Now he just needs to get better so that he doesn't damage his next relationship the way he damaged this one.