Jun 16, 2006 02:37
Never thought night would get here... The day felt like it would never end. I have been bored out of my mind.. I found out where I'm going to be housed next year at Pot State, but the funny thing is, I don't know exactly where it is... Lol. I'm not in the residence halls like any other RA but in the apartments... *Blinks* I have no idea why. Me and this guy named Charles Metz. I didn't even know that they had RAs for the apartments... I guess that's cool though. But while reading that email I discovered RA training starts on August 11th and the trip to Boston with UB starts on August 12th-16th, so I have to email the director and let her know I have to be there for training and see what she has to say about that. And I was looking forward to Boston... Oh well.
I recently found an old friend of mine on MySpace, just sent him and email, but who knows if he will respond. Walter and I haven't spoken since I was at West Lib and if I remember correctly, we had some tension between us thanks to Steve Redman, but I can't quite remember what exactly it was about him. But Walter and I were good friends at one time, and I'd like to know what he's been up to during the last three years.
Jared and I are probably going to be going to separate school after Potomac State College. I know that I'm going to WVU, it's the best choice for me. He does not want to go to WVU because it's too large of a school for his choice, he doesn't do well in too well populated areas, or in classes that are too large. I don't mind that at all. I grew up in a city so city areas don't bother me in the least, Morgantown isn't as big as Baltimore is, and as for class size, I will learn just fine without personal time with a professor. So the chances of our relationship surviving that split of colleges is pretty small, especially since he's pretty set on going to Marshall, which isn't that close to WVU. But that's too far in the future for me to spend time worrying about. I am tired of stressing myself over it.
The fact that I want something else to work is still there in my mind, but who knows... The something else doesn't seem to want to work with me. Maybe in the future, maybe not. Again, I'm tired of stressing. The only future I'm going to think about is my educational future, which I've got a pretty solid plan for right now and that track has got me going to Pot State for one more year and then off to WVU to finish my bachelor's degree and then I am hoping to do my graduate studies there as well. If not there, perhaps James Madison University. As of this moment, WVU is my first choice, followed by JMU. That's the only plans that I have bothered to solidify in my life. Everything else is just not worth the heartache.