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May 07, 2005 22:47

You went away
Cause you said that you can't stand me
So I went away
I was sure that you can't stand me
Well I don't think we have to be like this
forever
Is there more to life than love and being
together?
You went away
Cause you said you couldn't love me
I went away
Cause all I do is love you
Well I don't think we have to be like this
forever
There's more to life than love and being together
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Yeh, So. I figured out that you dont need a guy in your life to make you happy. You just need a couple good friends that are by your side. I mean, I'd love to have a boyfriend. I can't go searching though, it just needs to happen. I'd be the best girlfriend ever, I swear.

Well, this past week has pretty much been hell for me. School, i'm doing pretty shitty. Some friends-where did they go? Parents fighting all the time, might be getting divorced. And other shit that really doesnt matter anymore. I hate liars and people who fuck me over. It happens all the time though. Buttt..last night after school I went and met up with Lindsey & Kelley & Derek. I looooove them. Missed em too much. Went to Axis for Big D And The Kids Table (dont really like them, but whatev.). Montys fan club SUCKED. Oh, fat sweaty people who head bang and elbow you blow as well. Right Kell? Yeeeh. So then, all of a sudden, this absolutely wonderful band comes on called Westbound Train. A ska/soul band that you couldnt help but dance to. Singer had the most fabulous voice. Aaah god. Thenn..Big D comes on and me and Kell try to squeeze up front. So uncomfortable. I start not feeling good. Black out. Pass out. Prob. cause I didnt have time to eat or drink all day. Security guards and Kell carried me on stage and out back. It was so scary. But this big black man, Buddha!!, & The coolest chinkie ever gave me water, orange juice and pretzels. Oh wow, funniest thing ever. And, someone took my belt off me. Stole it. Retarded. Go back inside, find Linzz&Derek and thenn..the lead singer of Westbound Train (named OBI!!) goes up to Kelley and tells her he likes her bandanda and one thing leads to another and they exchange numbers and hug and kiss and plan a dinner date all because of lindsey. Awww. It is SOOO awesome. I'm wicked happy that two of my lovies have boys. YAY! LMitch and Derek=cutest pair ever. Yes. Westbound Train is playing with the Slackers saturday and oh wow. We leave. Go to the train station, meet some fat ghetto kid named Sully whom we made up a big elaborate story to, because he was so drunk. Me and Kelley were Twins. I had turrets sydrome. Lindsey was 14 and married to Derek and having twins. She was on ecstasy. Her Dad owned Ch-ch-cha-Charmin. I wiped my ass with sandpaper. Me and Kells mom was Chinese and Dad was Italian. He told me I was sexy. HAHAHAHA. We gave him fake phone numbers. Just great. Oh man. Randomly we see Alex, the kid Jackie liked and Shaughnassey. They were cocked off their ass. Of course. We get on the bus and then we see Shaughnasseys truck swerving all over the place. The driver called the cops. They got in trouble. Went back to Lindseys, talked to Drea, who I miss soooo incredibly much. Things will get better babe. I promise. Hot 25 year old manly men. Yes. Haha. Made the yummiest brownies ever. Ate tons of junk food. Listened to emo music. Girlxtalked forever. Took mad pixxx. Then...dun dun dun. THE TOILET OVERFLOWS just before we were goin to bed at like 5:30AM. Brother got WICKED pissed dood. Laugh it off. Aaaah god. Went to sleep, woke up wicked late. Ate more brownies. Took the Train home bitch. Just watched the Tegan and Sara concert. So good. <3 them. I wanna go to Bright Eyes so bad. Anyways, Thats my life. Tomorrows Mothers Day. Hmm. No one even reads this. Oh well. I'm goin to bed maybe. Poice nikkas.

<3 your black cloud

ps.) I love you Lindsey and Kell. Seriously.
Mmmmm. Obi Trice?! What bitch what?
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