My Song

[toxicflowers]

ok when i woke up this morning i was like 'i feel like writing a song' so i did..and because i've never posted any of my lyrics here it is..im not sure if i really like it, it only took me half an hour so its not very long..

LOST WHAT I NEVER HAD

i cry to wash the pain away
i look at you and hope you'll stay
to hold my hand as i fall down
and bring me back up to breathe
why is it i feel so sad?
maybe i finally realized
i lost what i never had

i look in the mirror and see myself smiling
how can that be when inside im dying?
lie to me please convince me of your love
lie to me tell me i will be ok
lie to me and tell me i wont die again today
why is it i feel so bad?
maybe i finally realized
i lost what i never had

what am i waiting for?
i know things will never change
im dreaming but im awake
just hoping that my heart wont break
its easier to live in slow motion
then keep up with reality
i've opened my eyes now i can see the real you
why is it i feel so glad?
maybe i finally realized
i lost what i never had

yeah thats it..
dont laugh!