Hurricane warning in effect...:D
Wow, I'm in a very uncommon-for-Monika mood right now. I don't feel like doing anything. Literally anything. I don't feel like talking, laughing, eating, writing, reading, watching...arghhh I don't know what to do with myself...I think I'll just go to bed, that might be best.
Maybe this is sort of a hang-over type thing...or maybe not. Maybe what I mean to say is "withdrawal" ..hmm. Nevertheless, what I have in mind is that I've been all over the place lately- working, meeting up with old friends, making new ones, there's also been a lot of first-time things like first car stuff, getting ready for moving out, and sooo much more random slightly life-altering events that now that yesterday was my last day at work and now I have a few days of quiet (this makes me picture a hurricane- during these four days I am in the eye of the storm so to speak) before moving out, I feel sort of weary...as if all of the excitement of the last couple months finally has a chance to catch up to me. And whoa dang is it exhausting when it finally does hit you in the face. This is my transition time- between my summer of work, friends & movies, and soon moving off to Tampa, I get a couple days to sleep it off, regain my strength, and then I'm zooming off again into this brand-new chapter of my life full off more first-time experiences: living on my own, "college life", new city, new friends, new job, new life I suppose.
Ahh it's exhausting just thinking about it. It truly is a hurricane...a crazy, (in a good way most of the time) turbulent whirlwind of events, then a plateau of quietness- calm in which I don't really know what to do with myself, and then WHAM! without warning the wind smacks you in the face and it's on again, full force no turning back.
Hehe, I'm kind of excited now after putting all of that in perspective the way I just did. I mean, that's just life right there, isn't it? What a beautiful thing.
Maybe this is sort of a hang-over type thing...or maybe not. Maybe what I mean to say is "withdrawal" ..hmm. Nevertheless, what I have in mind is that I've been all over the place lately- working, meeting up with old friends, making new ones, there's also been a lot of first-time things like first car stuff, getting ready for moving out, and sooo much more random slightly life-altering events that now that yesterday was my last day at work and now I have a few days of quiet (this makes me picture a hurricane- during these four days I am in the eye of the storm so to speak) before moving out, I feel sort of weary...as if all of the excitement of the last couple months finally has a chance to catch up to me. And whoa dang is it exhausting when it finally does hit you in the face. This is my transition time- between my summer of work, friends & movies, and soon moving off to Tampa, I get a couple days to sleep it off, regain my strength, and then I'm zooming off again into this brand-new chapter of my life full off more first-time experiences: living on my own, "college life", new city, new friends, new job, new life I suppose.
Ahh it's exhausting just thinking about it. It truly is a hurricane...a crazy, (in a good way most of the time) turbulent whirlwind of events, then a plateau of quietness- calm in which I don't really know what to do with myself, and then WHAM! without warning the wind smacks you in the face and it's on again, full force no turning back.
Hehe, I'm kind of excited now after putting all of that in perspective the way I just did. I mean, that's just life right there, isn't it? What a beautiful thing.