At first when I see you cry, it makes me Smile...
I don't know why, but about an hour ago I started feeling sad. Maybe it was because Jamie hadn't called yet. Or maybe its because of something more deep seeded that I can't seem to figure out at the moment. Who knows. I think maybe it has something to do with hearing about what Adam said today. Really makes me feel like I'm not good enough for Jamie or something, even though I know this whole awkwardness is not completely my fault. I just don't know anymore. I don't know if I should give up.