driving myself crazy
Ok so I havent done much today, I went to the gym, bought some stuff for my room and watched stuff on my laptop. Like any movie with any at all romance brings me to tears. Out of all movies I cried after watching knocked up. Its one of few dvds I own I thought I should revisit but it like stabbed my heart. I cant really even explain how but for some reason for like the past few months I have really started thinking about future stuff like where I will be and what I will do and its all with Kalani,
Anywho I must admit how amazed I am at the selfishness of people around here. Like seriously if you wanna be my friend talk with me not to me. All I hear about is about their lives and their drama. Oh gosh it much be so tragic to not be able to see your boyfriend for a whole week. Whatever shall you do when you are a whole 4 hours away from him? Sorry but seriously come on I am the last person to bitch to about that kinda stuff. People life can be hard and some can handle more than others. I like to say I can handle a fucking lot. And maybe if you expect me to give you that much time of my day you should beable to at least handle one conversation about me or even notice the sad look on my face when I pass you in the hall. But no its all about you and your selfish little worlds. OMG get over yourselves I hate to be the one to tell you but life will get more complicated and harder, Maybe you should enjoy the fact that you have the privelige of going to a 30k a year school and stop ditching classes.
Sorry I just need to meet someone closer to my level on things. I miss my connection with REAL people. Yes real people who have real problems that dont whine about small things like a class at 9am..... I am not directing this at anyone specifically because the majority of people I have spoken with here are so similar.
Ok I am done with the rant farewell.
Anywho I must admit how amazed I am at the selfishness of people around here. Like seriously if you wanna be my friend talk with me not to me. All I hear about is about their lives and their drama. Oh gosh it much be so tragic to not be able to see your boyfriend for a whole week. Whatever shall you do when you are a whole 4 hours away from him? Sorry but seriously come on I am the last person to bitch to about that kinda stuff. People life can be hard and some can handle more than others. I like to say I can handle a fucking lot. And maybe if you expect me to give you that much time of my day you should beable to at least handle one conversation about me or even notice the sad look on my face when I pass you in the hall. But no its all about you and your selfish little worlds. OMG get over yourselves I hate to be the one to tell you but life will get more complicated and harder, Maybe you should enjoy the fact that you have the privelige of going to a 30k a year school and stop ditching classes.
Sorry I just need to meet someone closer to my level on things. I miss my connection with REAL people. Yes real people who have real problems that dont whine about small things like a class at 9am..... I am not directing this at anyone specifically because the majority of people I have spoken with here are so similar.
Ok I am done with the rant farewell.