Mar 22, 2004 20:00
i just got back from the river...it was alot of fun ashley was there and she brought a friend and weston and hayden and i took brittany! we had alot of fun going on the sea doo and boat but i got sooo burnt yesterday! i used dark tanning oil...not a good idea...the river was totally a preview of how its going to be from now on w/o jake and tim...omg i couldnt stop thinking about how much im gonna miss them! i know it sounds pathetic cause im sure they could care less that theyre not gonna see us anymore but still...i dont know what im gonna do w/o them they were on my mind like every second..id fall asleep thinking about them and wake up thinking about them!
"things will get better, i wont always be sad. its not like they were my world, theyre just all i had"
wheres the good in good-bye?