what am i doing wrong...
well it feels as if everything lately is going wrong...well not everything but alot of things...including my friends...i guess im "changing" my friends...is that my fault? i feel guilty for making my friends "change" because other people notice and i dont want them blaming it on me. why do people feel like they have to change for me? im not that intimidating am i? i dont think i am not all but thats not what i hear. i just want people to know that i dont judge them. even tho yeah i do joke around a little but i would never say anything to hurt anyone. i want my friends to feel comfortable with me no matter what...isnt that what friends do? i dont know...i just want my friends to be themselves around me. anyway...i love my friends and im so grateful for everything that they do for me..i just wish i could do something back for them. well anyways...2 more days of school left! finally...i really need a break from all this school stuff...its driving me crazy...well ill post more later