Playing hookie form work what a surprise
It's getting more and more difficult for me to express any kind of emotion lately (lately = past several months) Not sure what the root cause of that is. I just can't open up to anyone anymore. It's no ones fault it's just something I have fell into apparently. Guess that makes me an uber asshole considering something I told Ice last night. I hate hearing her cry but I can't falsely say something and all.
Still recovering form Vegas. Two trips in a weeks time frame Woot. I really do miss going as much as I'm used to. I'm going to try and make a third trip this year. Hell who knows maybe go there for X-Mas as well. Then again I have no idea what this year has in store for me or anything else at this point. I just know I have got to get my ass back to work steady. I can't remember the last time I worked a true forty hour week. I think it was the week before I went to California. No it's not due to the weather or lack of work it's due to me being a lazy bastard.
Also a very fucked up turn of events has happened. I'm losing all passion to write music. Or maybe I'm just in a very long rut. Last night was the first time I came up with something decent in months. I have been ranting on my music page on myspace for the past two years about this album I'm going to put out. Maybe I should shut the fuck up and either get what I need to make it or just stop thinking about it. Maybe my old man is right I'm just not going to do shit with music. Though his way of saying that was "Either use the talent you have or get rid of it" Not sure what he meant by that but it was fucked up none the less.
Humm I thought I was going to have something profound to type about but maybe I can't get my finger on it. Oh well there is always later. Or something to that effect.
I'm out of coffee goddamnit.
Toxic
Still recovering form Vegas. Two trips in a weeks time frame Woot. I really do miss going as much as I'm used to. I'm going to try and make a third trip this year. Hell who knows maybe go there for X-Mas as well. Then again I have no idea what this year has in store for me or anything else at this point. I just know I have got to get my ass back to work steady. I can't remember the last time I worked a true forty hour week. I think it was the week before I went to California. No it's not due to the weather or lack of work it's due to me being a lazy bastard.
Also a very fucked up turn of events has happened. I'm losing all passion to write music. Or maybe I'm just in a very long rut. Last night was the first time I came up with something decent in months. I have been ranting on my music page on myspace for the past two years about this album I'm going to put out. Maybe I should shut the fuck up and either get what I need to make it or just stop thinking about it. Maybe my old man is right I'm just not going to do shit with music. Though his way of saying that was "Either use the talent you have or get rid of it" Not sure what he meant by that but it was fucked up none the less.
Humm I thought I was going to have something profound to type about but maybe I can't get my finger on it. Oh well there is always later. Or something to that effect.
I'm out of coffee goddamnit.
Toxic