Insane happiness, for those who give a fuck.
So yeah I'm happy. Believe it or not I am. I have a girlfriend now after a few months of being single and doing stupid shit that involved being drunk off my ass and I didn't know she was married so STFU....yeah moving the fuck on. Though Ice (that's her name and I think it's cute so fuck off) and I have only been together for a few weeks or so it's fucking crazy how much I've grown to care for her. Though it's almost a sense of Deja Vu. Considering the state of things but I'll go into that later.
I dunno it's just amazing that I could start to feel the way that I do again. For a while there I kinda shut down and gave up hope. I just fucking sucks that she lives so far away. Then again I can more than live with that considering how happy she makes me. It's just nice that someone gets most of who I am and what I'm about. Not saying that no one gets me. Just not on the level she does. That and she's got amazing taste in music, and can play more instruments than I can which is a fucking turn-on I might add.
I can't wait until August when I'm going to visit her. I'm excited for a ton of reasons. I'm going to finally visit California, I'm going on my first REAL vacation in forever, and I've yet to fly alone. So lots of exciting things happening at once.
Wow I just lost the urge to type out much of anything and became really sleepy out of fucking no where. Maybe I should crash for now.
Odar eaters save me form the dusty key board.
-Toxic
I dunno it's just amazing that I could start to feel the way that I do again. For a while there I kinda shut down and gave up hope. I just fucking sucks that she lives so far away. Then again I can more than live with that considering how happy she makes me. It's just nice that someone gets most of who I am and what I'm about. Not saying that no one gets me. Just not on the level she does. That and she's got amazing taste in music, and can play more instruments than I can which is a fucking turn-on I might add.
I can't wait until August when I'm going to visit her. I'm excited for a ton of reasons. I'm going to finally visit California, I'm going on my first REAL vacation in forever, and I've yet to fly alone. So lots of exciting things happening at once.
Wow I just lost the urge to type out much of anything and became really sleepy out of fucking no where. Maybe I should crash for now.
Odar eaters save me form the dusty key board.
-Toxic