Jan 03, 2008 22:23
Since I didn't work today due to the weather being cold as fuck. I spent most of it being a geek at Rusty's. I'm almost finished with my Eldar army which makes me want to spend more money building up lol. Fucking Warhammer is goddamn expensive though. Oh well gives me something to do.
As of the past few days I've been trying to get back in touch with my yahoo friends. I haven't talked to some of them in forever it seems. It's nice to talk to old friends. After New years I kinda need some. Not saying I'm ignoring my other friends just getting back in touch.
I'm going to be in for some crazy work hours the next few days. Sun up till sun down all through the weekend. I'm going to be dead come Monday but come Friday...I'll have a nice check. Which means I can pay off my cell bill and keep it on for another month lmao. Maybe use some of the money to make the trip to Vegas in a few weeks. That is if my father is up to it. He's still getting over the infection form hell he had in his left hand. The doctor said what it was but I'm sure I couldn't rember at this time. Kinda tired.
Moving on. Looking back on Tuesday night I'm not going to let what happened get me down. I think it's time for me to move the fuck on and take life as it comes. Can't keep holding on to a false hope anyway. It's not healthy for me. At least that's what my mother said. Though looking back on last year I'm really thankful for the friends I have met and the ones I've held on to. If it wasn't for every one in my life I don't think I would have made it this far. At least with out severe mental breakdowns inbetween.
Well I'm off to play some more games and head home soon. I'll post on how dead I am come Monday more than likely.
My toe itches and needs to be cut off.
=Toxic