You reap what you sow
Consequences
like a lightning bolt striking through the center of the sky
the thunder roars on hours after the light has faded.
in the new-found clarity, something like this happens, and i think i'm taking it in - but it isn't until after we hang up that I realize my heart is pounding, my hands are shaking, my mind's on fire, and i can't see straight.
the only thing i know for sure is that i don't want him touched by this. not in any way. not until it is all over and done with. i don't want him meeting them and the drama that's sure to follow not far behind.
my intentions were never to rip anything apart - but it already feels like my shoulders will be where the blame is placed. but i read that letter, and re-read it, i wrote it and rewrote it a thousand times. it was written knowing that the worst lie ahead. i didn't want to admit it to anyone or myself all those months ago, but i knew nothing good would come of it. it's just too bad that even when faced with such an ominate fate - i will always choose truth, beauty, freedom, and Love.
think what you may, this is not about you.
like a lightning bolt striking through the center of the sky
the thunder roars on hours after the light has faded.
in the new-found clarity, something like this happens, and i think i'm taking it in - but it isn't until after we hang up that I realize my heart is pounding, my hands are shaking, my mind's on fire, and i can't see straight.
the only thing i know for sure is that i don't want him touched by this. not in any way. not until it is all over and done with. i don't want him meeting them and the drama that's sure to follow not far behind.
my intentions were never to rip anything apart - but it already feels like my shoulders will be where the blame is placed. but i read that letter, and re-read it, i wrote it and rewrote it a thousand times. it was written knowing that the worst lie ahead. i didn't want to admit it to anyone or myself all those months ago, but i knew nothing good would come of it. it's just too bad that even when faced with such an ominate fate - i will always choose truth, beauty, freedom, and Love.
think what you may, this is not about you.