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I don't think my mom realizes how she acts when she has a boyfriend. I don't think she realizes how much she acts like a teenager, or like fucking Stephanie. I don't think she realizes how cruel she was yesterday. I think she wants me to pretend I'm not upset when I am, because she keeps getting mad at me every time I'm upset at her. She's ditched me, and other people, before for her boyfriend (I'm sure some of you have stories), and just up and forgotten she made plans and chosen him over others. I keep getting told she always does this, but then, shouldn't she have stopped by now? Shouldn't she act like an adult in a relationship?
Not that she'd pay attention to any of that, I've told her, other people have told her, and she flaps her hands and closes her ears and ignores everyone. (Unless it's me, it feels like she either yells at me or tells me how much I've hurt her.)
my mom said something incredibly cruel yesterday and acted like it was justified, and she had called me back JUST to say it to me.
And then hung up on me when I called her crying.
I threw the phone when she called me back JUST to say it to me)_
(I had been trying to calm down before that)
"How odd." He clicked again.
(I had been upset, because the night before she said she'd be home around 11-noon)
(I called her around 11 the next day to find out when she'd be home)
(And she was like "around 3pm, I have errands to run with George.")
(So I called her to try and find out what was happening, and when she didn't call back for a while I called back and left an angry message)
(My mom doesn't tend to check her messages)
(Then she called back and told me I was upset and should eat something, then she called me back and basically said "you should act nicer so I actually want to spend time with you. ANd you're acting like your father.")
(And I threw the phone and started bawling)
Demoni says:
(And then acted justified)
Demoni says:
(She has NEVER done something like that, either. Something that mean ><)
(And I told her it felt manipulative and she was like "well, you wanting me home at noon felt manipulative.")
Okay, so, granted, I had called her and said, in angry tones, "are you coming home at 3 or at noon, yesterday you said noon wtf?" basically, and it was in a message, but still.
Not that she'd pay attention to any of that, I've told her, other people have told her, and she flaps her hands and closes her ears and ignores everyone. (Unless it's me, it feels like she either yells at me or tells me how much I've hurt her.)
my mom said something incredibly cruel yesterday and acted like it was justified, and she had called me back JUST to say it to me.
And then hung up on me when I called her crying.
I threw the phone when she called me back JUST to say it to me)_
(I had been trying to calm down before that)
"How odd." He clicked again.
(I had been upset, because the night before she said she'd be home around 11-noon)
(I called her around 11 the next day to find out when she'd be home)
(And she was like "around 3pm, I have errands to run with George.")
(So I called her to try and find out what was happening, and when she didn't call back for a while I called back and left an angry message)
(My mom doesn't tend to check her messages)
(Then she called back and told me I was upset and should eat something, then she called me back and basically said "you should act nicer so I actually want to spend time with you. ANd you're acting like your father.")
(And I threw the phone and started bawling)
Demoni says:
(And then acted justified)
Demoni says:
(She has NEVER done something like that, either. Something that mean ><)
(And I told her it felt manipulative and she was like "well, you wanting me home at noon felt manipulative.")
Okay, so, granted, I had called her and said, in angry tones, "are you coming home at 3 or at noon, yesterday you said noon wtf?" basically, and it was in a message, but still.