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[toxic_pink_milk]

at first our fear was the only things that held us back
Look closely amongst all your peers
There is usually one thing that keeps
Us off track
It is fear, it is fear, it is fear
& all i want for
Your is happines all I wanted to see, is all
I wanted to see, to see thats why i would always tickle you
just so i can see you smile.
Like a new winter's coat
I'm wearing your last embrace
Like a cold quenching glass of water
I hold a clear picture of your face

I'm hearing your last telephone call
Ringing louder and clearer than
The rest
I hear your invitation to see it all
Better written I am smitten no
Protest
Your smile I keep on file
You tickle me pink
I love the way you think
So when I'm feeling low I know
I was your greatest fan
baby boy I'm endlessly proud of you
In such a short time span
You've filled my heart with such joy
& now as we get older , you grow wiser
knowing my mistake
seein you in hurt i just want to take it all away
If you were to stay
I'll stay with you
But do as I say and not as do
Trust me and you'll see
All I want is what is best for you
babby boy your head is full of dreams
If only I could spend one day touring
Your imagination
If I live longer you'll grow faster
At recognising the traps that cause
Me such frustration
If they fall way
I'll stay with you
But do as I say and not as I do
trust me and you'll see
All I want is what is best for you
Your smile I keep on file
You tickle me pink
I love the way you think
So when your feelin low know that you still have me
im still that same girl who told you she loved you
& nothing will ever change from that.
I'm still your greatest fan.

I want to change, to rearrange
What is going on
I need to change,
i can't detach from the past and all of the pain
I need to learn, start from scratch begin again
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
I know I can take nothing back
but im here to show you
i can get you back
that you can trust me again
that ill awlays be there for you
even if you dont think it
i will be
And I'm going to jump I will unburden
I cannot go too deep
I will not run from bad things I've done
They're things I'll never repeat
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day

We lose
Yet we want to spare the feelings of those we love
Don't cry
We've all lied
But there is always room for forgiveness not anytime soon
i know but someday.hoepfully i can get you back &
well be somewhat okay.
So don't treat me bad, really im still that same girl.
I know where I belong
And soon you will see we are blessed and complete
There's a place here for you with me
Shine
You're fine
See I will always have a smile for you my love
& always will no matter what im really here for you
i know i did a fucked up thing but i love you more then
i have ever loved anyone befor. like you say
you dont tell your parents only your grandmama cuz she makes you
same here. i know if we just work things out.
if i keep showin you i care that
We will
Be ok and along the way & we'll learn a thing or two
I am a dash and you are a dot
When will you see that your all that you've got
I'm a binary code that you cracked long ago
But to you I'm just a novel that you wish you'd never wrote
I'm greater than x and lesser than y, so why is it
That I still can't catch your eye?
You're a cryptic crossword, a song I've never heard
While I sit here drawing circles I'm afraid of being hurt

You're a difficult equation with a knack for heart evasion
Will you listen to my proof or will you add another page on
It appears to me the graph has come and stolen all the laughs
It appears to me the pen has over analysed again
And if I am a number I'm infinity plus one
And if you are five words you are afraid to be the one
And if you are a number you're infinity plus one
And if I am four words then I am needing all your love