Nov 18, 2005 12:41
ok, my shit is going to change a lot in a little while. one of five things will happen
1.)i move to Florida with my friend Mike
2.)i become a squatter
3.)i move in with my friend Corey
4.)i move to Philly with Jeana
5.)i move back in with the crazy guy Craig I used to live with
i really can't afford the rent at this house, it drives me crazy. I know now that I really am not ready for this shit. I have a full time 8-5 labor job, which sucks, and then I come home to a fuckign crazy house with John, which really sucks because then I get all upset/depressed and fucking spend all my money on drugs. I just can't take it anymore. I haven't been able to do anything that I want to do. I haven't been able to see any of my friends, I haven't been to any shows since I lived at my parents house.
god damnit.
fuck! shit! fuck! shit!