Aug 14, 2004 16:55
Yesterday was the WORST DAY... EVER
A childhood friend... is gone... gone forever..
April and I grew up together, ever since 2nd grade...
and stayed strong friends... through guys, school, family, friends, GIRL SCOUTS, and juss everything that girls go through...
If ever I was having a bad day, April was the one to talk to...
Girl Scouts was awesome with April there... If she wasn't showing up one day... there would be no use for me to go... the best time was 'cookie selling'... because April and I got to spend a lot of time together... *selling cookies*...
Though Junior High was filled with ups and downs... in the hall ways April was the one shining...
High School was very bumpy with Drama and guys...
April... with not one enimie... was loved by everyone...
There was only one time I could think of that I ever got mad at her, and it was over a guy... because she haD EVERYTHING a guy could ask for... she was the greatest...
I learned from her... she tought me how to face my fears with guys, friends, and family...
Although she is no longer with us... everyone wonders
:why her?: why now: why not me:
But all we can do for now is look back on the memories we once shared with April... I have to look at all the fun pics we took together... Elementry, girlscouts, last days of school, sleepovers, and winter formals... and I look at the pictures and cry... because I know, I will no longer be able to see that beautiful face glow throughout the halls...
Look back... and not moan about what we lost... We gained a BEAUTIFUL angel and smile to know, that she was loved by many and will be greatly missed.... although I dont understand... why someone so PERFECT had to be the one to go this time... For I will always Miss April... I love you...
R*i*p
Febuary 20, 1989 - Aug. 13, 2004