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Last night Ben came over and earlier on I had told him I needed to talk to him....
I wrote him a 4 page letter yesterday morning, telling him how I was still pretty sad and whatnot.
I was so scared to give it to him.
He came over. I gave it to him. I was shaking really bad...I felt sick to my stomach....I was scared.
He read it and asked my why I was scared to give that to him.
I told him.
He gave me a big hug and held me for a while.
I cried a tiny bit(not sure if he caught that...), but I stopped myself and stopped my shaking.
It was nice to get it off my chest.
It's great to have such a wonderful, understanding, caring boyfriend like him :o) I never imagined I would have that in my life.
Now I just have to keep trying to make things better...I'll get there.
Someday.
I wrote him a 4 page letter yesterday morning, telling him how I was still pretty sad and whatnot.
I was so scared to give it to him.
He came over. I gave it to him. I was shaking really bad...I felt sick to my stomach....I was scared.
He read it and asked my why I was scared to give that to him.
I told him.
He gave me a big hug and held me for a while.
I cried a tiny bit(not sure if he caught that...), but I stopped myself and stopped my shaking.
It was nice to get it off my chest.
It's great to have such a wonderful, understanding, caring boyfriend like him :o) I never imagined I would have that in my life.
Now I just have to keep trying to make things better...I'll get there.
Someday.