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So like. im finally updating my journal. Things have been pretty [fucking] chill if you ask me. Getting [ FUCKED ] up and all that junk. Im having some trouble in my life. i dont know whats goin on with me. like im not myself or something. but i like how i am. but then sometimes i feel like what the fuck did i just say? thats not like me to say that or do that at all. then theres things i cant do that i use to be able to. like I cant talk to people. I dont like admitting im an alcoholic and use alcohol and other mind altering substances to relieve emotional stress. [ WHICH BY THE WAY... I NEED TO RELIEVE SOME FUCKING STRESS.. if ya know what i mean *winkWINK* ] I care so much about other peoples well being. i just want everyone happy. i need to realize I CANT MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. but i want to. i love to see all my friends laughing and shit. its chill as fuck.. smoking weed and what not. but yeah then theres a guy. i dont know what to do dude. i just DONT KNOW. i talked to my best friend. who i go to for all my problems. she helped. but shes the only one who knows i think. unless im clueless..haah to fucked up from my weekends.
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: i dont even know what to do
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: ohhh
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: meagan!!
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: hey
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: its ok babe to like someone
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: no but like i shouldnt like him it will go nowhere
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: which kinda makes me sad
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: well you cant help it babe
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: its your feelings
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: i feel stupid
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: nooo your not
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: hes a nice guy
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: but its going NO WHERE like i feel like ppl are like dude meagan u have no chance
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: soo fuck them
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: who cares what they say
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: if you think its going nowhere then
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: well does he act like eh lieks you
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: i dont know.
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: i dont know. i dont think so.
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: welll then you dont know. thats alrite.
I love her. she helped alot. but im still just a girl with a crush. im not used to it....
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: i dont even know what to do
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: ohhh
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: meagan!!
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: hey
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: its ok babe to like someone
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: no but like i shouldnt like him it will go nowhere
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: which kinda makes me sad
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: well you cant help it babe
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: its your feelings
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: i feel stupid
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: nooo your not
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: hes a nice guy
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: but its going NO WHERE like i feel like ppl are like dude meagan u have no chance
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: soo fuck them
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: who cares what they say
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: if you think its going nowhere then
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: well does he act like eh lieks you
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: i dont know.
TheeeeSeXxHaiR: i dont know. i dont think so.
ToXiCkiSSeZ66: welll then you dont know. thats alrite.
I love her. she helped alot. but im still just a girl with a crush. im not used to it....