Nov 08, 2004 13:51
well my day is shitty now.. thanks to my fight with raeanne.. anyways.. im over this shit. it feels like no matter what i do its never enough. i somehow always have a problem or a conflict in my way.. i have a "drug problem" or im lazy ... or i dont have a job. its like IM TRYING PEOPLE.. jesus christ.. cant you just accept me for who i am.. im meagan.. im the girl who loves to smile. and laugh without even trying.. please just accept it. anyways.. im really upset about mine and rae's fight.i know well become friends but it hink it might be different.. im going to act different around her. i know it. oh well.. kinda not my fault.. but is at the same time. anyways.. im going to go lay down.. even though that all i have been doing all effing day. but whatever. i dont have anything else to do im a loser. remember ??
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