I Stand, I Breathe, I Walk . . . . I Have Moved On
Well, I don't have much to say. Everything has seemed to cool down since last week. I'm fine. Lubos and I came to an agreement last week that we would remain friends. I guess that is good news. However we haven't talked that much since then and I think its going to stay like that. He has moved on. To tell the you honest truth . . . so have I. I'm gonna be great with or without him. I have learned many important lessons and now I have to pick up the pieces from this whole mess and put them back together. I've returned to normalcy.
I enjoy everything. I realized that I do have good friends. They have been very supportive, especially Johanna, Ishmell, Jaidevi, and Nandani. My mother has been another very involved woman and has given me unconditional support. As I promised, I would repair my old friendships. I did, and I have kept myself busy. I don't really need to make new friends, because I already have everything to be happy but I mustn't limit myself and put barriers up. I will go out there and meet new people. Once college comes, it will be an even greater opportunity to meet new, exciting, honest people.
I have lost so much weight. I lost my appetite when this whole mess happened but slowly it came back. However i'm sooooooo friggin picky with food now. I don't eat so much anymore and I have been running everyday in forest park with Johanna. As a result, I lost a heck lot of body fat. I'm actually taking out old shirts I use to put on. I will probably be able to put them on with confidence by next week if this weight loss continues as well as its going. I'm 165lbs as of right now . . . down from 175lbs. My goal is my pre-richard weight of 155.
My birthday is coming up. I wasn't gonna celebrate it but now I want to. Jaidevi already suggested she was gonna do something and I'm waiting for her plans. If any other of my friends comes up with something better I guess I'll take that and we'll schedule the other plans for the next day after the 2nd of August.
I'm gonna make a joint journal with Johanna! Hahaha! Yeah, it will mostly be a journal full off our adventures to places we've never explored . . . . you could call it a picture journal but with moderate writing. We'll do that today or tomorrow. I'm also gonna get a new journal! Yep, I'm gonna open a new account. If you are interested you can comment. I'll add those that commented on my last entry. Remember I was making a friends cut? Well, I think it would be better if I just got a new journal and added people interested. I have too many friends here. It's okay if you don't comment, I want to keep in touch with certain people on this journal so I'll come after you! Hahahaha! So that's it. Take care everyone! So sorry if I haven't commented but I've been through crap so I promise i'll comment soon. Thanks.
I enjoy everything. I realized that I do have good friends. They have been very supportive, especially Johanna, Ishmell, Jaidevi, and Nandani. My mother has been another very involved woman and has given me unconditional support. As I promised, I would repair my old friendships. I did, and I have kept myself busy. I don't really need to make new friends, because I already have everything to be happy but I mustn't limit myself and put barriers up. I will go out there and meet new people. Once college comes, it will be an even greater opportunity to meet new, exciting, honest people.
I have lost so much weight. I lost my appetite when this whole mess happened but slowly it came back. However i'm sooooooo friggin picky with food now. I don't eat so much anymore and I have been running everyday in forest park with Johanna. As a result, I lost a heck lot of body fat. I'm actually taking out old shirts I use to put on. I will probably be able to put them on with confidence by next week if this weight loss continues as well as its going. I'm 165lbs as of right now . . . down from 175lbs. My goal is my pre-richard weight of 155.
My birthday is coming up. I wasn't gonna celebrate it but now I want to. Jaidevi already suggested she was gonna do something and I'm waiting for her plans. If any other of my friends comes up with something better I guess I'll take that and we'll schedule the other plans for the next day after the 2nd of August.
I'm gonna make a joint journal with Johanna! Hahaha! Yeah, it will mostly be a journal full off our adventures to places we've never explored . . . . you could call it a picture journal but with moderate writing. We'll do that today or tomorrow. I'm also gonna get a new journal! Yep, I'm gonna open a new account. If you are interested you can comment. I'll add those that commented on my last entry. Remember I was making a friends cut? Well, I think it would be better if I just got a new journal and added people interested. I have too many friends here. It's okay if you don't comment, I want to keep in touch with certain people on this journal so I'll come after you! Hahahaha! So that's it. Take care everyone! So sorry if I haven't commented but I've been through crap so I promise i'll comment soon. Thanks.