Oct 09, 2004 14:29
yesterday i came home at like 4 and jumped straight into bed. i was crampin hellza bad..so i took a nap.... a 5 hr nap.. lol. yea safe to ay i wasnt lyin when i said i was tired. i prob could have slept more.. like all night.. but my bro had his friends over who none of them kno wut the words "quiet" or "shut up" mean.... but i went back to sleep at 11..
i woke up at 10 after not sleeping at all last night. my nose hurt when i was breathing... it sucked... but yea.. and im still in my pjs. even tho veronica is on her wayy here. im prob spendin the night over there if i feel ok... i look like crap rite now tho. lol. but wut ev.
i REALLY hope that this week is fun.. b/c last week wasnt. i HATE drama...thats all i hafta say on that. the privaleged few who get to kno wut im talkin bout. lol.. but yea. i just wanna have fun. when i was talkin to Jackie yesterday, i realized that at skool i go into the thing we learned in guard. i just shut down all my feelings. i concentrate on everything thats skool wise.. but im still spaced all day. thats why nothing is getting to me is bc im separating everything. wut ev.
i need to stop stressing over grades tho. like my english grade.. im sooo scared. bc of my vocab tests arent doin so well... and theyre a big part of my grade. i need to do my hw too.. gawd i hate this.