Sophomores Suck
i just got back from church and omg was tonight amazing. the worship ROCKED and then the speech thingy afterwards (tired and cant think of the word) like was so deep. i almost started crying.. but i didnt. he was talking about how being hurt and suicidal and abused. is IN.. how stupid is that. and unfortunatly its true. when ppl talk about their feeling and how depressed they are, they dont WANT help.. its a cry for attention. when he was sayin this, i knew exaactly were he was coming from. its sooo crazy that its true! hes rite, we need to get obver this.
i havent been feeling lately. i havent been happy or sad or pissed... nothing. and its horrrible. i need to feel happy again. its been too long. i just dont understand how to do it... i need His help.. thats what i prayed about tonight. was to feel again. i kno it sounds weird. like.. how could u not feel rite? well its like.. iono.. ive had friends stab me in the back.... ive had ppl make fun, ignore , and juss be plain mean... and i dun care! and nothing good is happening, so its not like i can be happy. im just Numb...
Listening to the sermon, i know thats what i need to do. just get over it. but can i? therapy doesnt help.. talkin doesnt do nething.
ok... now onto the skits,... I HATE MY CLASS!!! THEYRE SUCH IDIOTS!!! (sry to those friends that were in the skit (mary and Ruby...) but ya kno) the danceing and violence from the skit is gonna get us disqualified. AND during the float this,,, some sophomores were ju,mping on the Junior car and BROKE IT!!! so were gonna get marked ddown our already negative Spirit Points!! GAWD!!
i havent been feeling lately. i havent been happy or sad or pissed... nothing. and its horrrible. i need to feel happy again. its been too long. i just dont understand how to do it... i need His help.. thats what i prayed about tonight. was to feel again. i kno it sounds weird. like.. how could u not feel rite? well its like.. iono.. ive had friends stab me in the back.... ive had ppl make fun, ignore , and juss be plain mean... and i dun care! and nothing good is happening, so its not like i can be happy. im just Numb...
Listening to the sermon, i know thats what i need to do. just get over it. but can i? therapy doesnt help.. talkin doesnt do nething.
ok... now onto the skits,... I HATE MY CLASS!!! THEYRE SUCH IDIOTS!!! (sry to those friends that were in the skit (mary and Ruby...) but ya kno) the danceing and violence from the skit is gonna get us disqualified. AND during the float this,,, some sophomores were ju,mping on the Junior car and BROKE IT!!! so were gonna get marked ddown our already negative Spirit Points!! GAWD!!