suck ass day
today i went out to eat for my dads birthday and when i got homei picked up brandy and we went to a movie place and on the way there she told me that a buddy of ours died the night before, i didnt believe her at first because you dont really think something like thats going to happen to a friend and our friend was hard to picture dead. i guess what happened was last night he stopped breathing and his family was able to revive him and then they called the hospital, but when he stopped breathing again the doctors werent able to save him and he died. His name was Jered Smith, we werent uber close, but i've known him for like ever and its definitly sinking in now that hes gone, he was an awesome kid and full of life and thats way its hard to picture him without one, he'll definatly be missed and for anyone reading who knew him his funeral is on tuesday...i know its fucked up, i gotta go i cant see anymore