Tina! You fat lard come get some dinner!
New Journal. Yay? I guess I got bored.
Its gona be Friends Only when I finally get a banner. I'm working on it. I don't want anyone looking at this that shouldn't be. Not that I've ever gone on and on about anything person in one of these.
Uh. Today was okay. I think i'm really going to try out for NCE dance team. I miss dancing so much. Eh.. we'll see tonight I guess. Maybe what I miss is the excercise and I could get a membership to the gym and do that for much cheaper. I've never been this inactive for so long before.
Homecoming is next week. I was hoping to go when I found out all my other friends were giving in to highschool events, but I wasn't asked and I didn't get a homecoming ticket today. I guess I'm kinda bummed. I wish I could get out of Buchholz so bad sometimes.. wait no. ALL the time. I guess I put on this act like I'm okay with everything, but seriously some of the kids there need to grow up. I feel like we're back in 8th grade latley. Everyones always talking about how they "got so faded" last night and how they're gona show up at the homecoming game "drunk as hell". I mean.. ARE YOU SERIOUS? Maybe I thought all that stuff was way awesome when I was 14. When I was dying to get out of my childhood and take new chances.. kinda jump into being a teenager way to fast. When you're that innocent all you want to be is older and party, smoke, make mistakes, have sex. Its sad people are still going through that now. We're 17 years old. Next year we'll be applying to college and all these people have on their minds is pot. Its so frustrating to see people fall like this. I love my friends. I really do. This is getting to be ridiculous though. Come on.
This weekend I'm going to Jax. to see Gunther, Matt Greens band. Luke Hopper invited me to come down so I took him up on that. Yep. I hope its fun. I really don't want to make this into another "Oh My God. Jacksonville!!!" trip. I just want to chill out and visit my friends.
Mandi