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this period sucks...but anyway, my life is finally going up hill...i mean, i have an awesome boyfriend, friends that actually give a damn, nad my parents are letting me go out more. but it figures that once my life starts to go better, all my friends lives are sucking. lauren has been my best friend for god knows how long and she told me today that her mom won't let her eat anything. i felt like crying my eyes out today when she told me that. i mean, she tortures herself like i used to...she doesnt need that too. she's an awesome person and i love her to death. i'd do anything for her. she's grounded too, otherwise she'd be at my house eating with me. i hate to see her hurting like this.
And lindsay...she's not dealing with the pressures of high school very well. I've always known her to be a strong person, but i guess she's just finally reached that point to where all the stress is getting to her. i try to be there for her and she knows that. she knows how much i love her and that i'm always here for her if she needs to talk.
it just makes me really upset to see my friends hurting like this, when i'm finally happy, theyre all really upset. it kills me. idk...maybe i care too much. but my friends are all i have. i'm nothing without my friends. idk...i guess i'll go. bye
And lindsay...she's not dealing with the pressures of high school very well. I've always known her to be a strong person, but i guess she's just finally reached that point to where all the stress is getting to her. i try to be there for her and she knows that. she knows how much i love her and that i'm always here for her if she needs to talk.
it just makes me really upset to see my friends hurting like this, when i'm finally happy, theyre all really upset. it kills me. idk...maybe i care too much. but my friends are all i have. i'm nothing without my friends. idk...i guess i'll go. bye