"how long since i've spent a whole night in a twin bed with a stranger, his warm arms all around me"

[towisebird]

*sigh*
that about says it all.
i miss sex.
i miss everything about summer.
i don't really know what this relatiosnhip is now....i think it's pretty much over in all aspects. except for being booty call. llo.
i don't even know.
basically, i miss sex.
and camp.
and irisalizordannah
and wavs and jah
and joanie
and no homework
and love
and lust
and no grandparents
and no wrories
and no shoes
and no makeup
and everything
i miss the music festivals
and the concerts
and the road trips
and the SEX.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
thank goodness for wine. i'm a little bit tipsy. weeeeeeeeee
on the bright side, there is a lovely teacher at my school. i am in love with him. actually. he started talking about joan baez in class. that did it. and he's sexy. and he's an artist and actor...he does guerilla theatre. i love him. lol.
i do love teacher infatuations and silly school girl crushes!
hey guys, at least this one is young(not 46 with 4 children. lol.) ....i've done older guys than him. lol.
god i'm a whore. it's ok though cuz i have integrity and self-respect.
ps. sex is fun
pps. i didn't do any hw tonight, even though i have 3 essays due on wednesday. i don't think i'll do anything tonight. weeee!
lovelovelove,
~a very lazy, daydreaming jordan