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pretty much ive just been working all the time now. which is cool i guess. it would be a whole fuckin lot better if id been paid yet. BUT NO. i like the people there. i mean theyre cool.
i hate feeling completely helpless to a problem. like you cant do ANYTHING to help, well i mean you could take out a few people here or there, but nothing that would actually HELP. i HATE it.
i feel really exasperated with my life right now. it just seems like a void that im trying to fill. i just need to hang out with people more. and that will be much easier once i start making money... i mean its hard to go see people when you have no way of getting there. and im really tired of NEEDING to ask for gas money, to like... be able to get home and shit. i dont know.
i need to make my own good times this summer, because it seems like theyre just at a lack right now. OH and im missing fucking look back and laugh tonight. IM SO PISSED. but the fact is im working tonight, and i have no money to go to the show. and i know that if i went id end up spending my money on a shirt or wanting something. because its fucking look back and laugh. one of my favorite bands like ever. goddamnit.
i hate feeling completely helpless to a problem. like you cant do ANYTHING to help, well i mean you could take out a few people here or there, but nothing that would actually HELP. i HATE it.
i feel really exasperated with my life right now. it just seems like a void that im trying to fill. i just need to hang out with people more. and that will be much easier once i start making money... i mean its hard to go see people when you have no way of getting there. and im really tired of NEEDING to ask for gas money, to like... be able to get home and shit. i dont know.
i need to make my own good times this summer, because it seems like theyre just at a lack right now. OH and im missing fucking look back and laugh tonight. IM SO PISSED. but the fact is im working tonight, and i have no money to go to the show. and i know that if i went id end up spending my money on a shirt or wanting something. because its fucking look back and laugh. one of my favorite bands like ever. goddamnit.