go to sleep...
so i did the research paper and i am now done. hooray. im talkin to welkey and questo. everyone and there mom waited to do this til the last night. were such slackers its horrivble. go AP students. i jst got back from blockbuster. i heart drving late at night with the windows down and the music up. doesnt even matter wuts on as long as u no the words enough to sing it. its so relaxing. i still need to shower and such. and i gotta read history. im gonna do that in 1st, maybe 3rd and 5th. ill hopefully be done by lunch.
so ive come to the realization tonite that life is going by way to fast. i really need to slow down and enjoy it. i gthink its like 15 months and i graduate. wow i remember like yesterday i was a freshmn and hils was still in high school. i cant believe that so much time has passed since then. in a few months ill be a senior. gonna be where hils was back then and i just dont feel like im that age yet. im excited to graduate but i kinda never want it to happen. once it happens its ll over. everyone ive known for what will be 17 years will go there seperate ways and ill keep in touch with some people but ill completlty lose touch with others. i wa talkin to laurne bout this today and she was saying how she always thinks of it like a movie where one person marries rich, one go on to be aaing in there career, one dies, one does aboslutly nothing. i no its not gonna be like a movie but i feel like someone if that happens i really wanna no who the person to die would be ahead o time. i would feel so bad to have been friends with someone but never really known them and then u find out there gone. its just like...take a step back and woah. i wanna let all my friends no how much i appreciate them. your all famzing. u all pwn. i <3 u all. dont do stupid shit and die. just...yea but if u do...go out like a champ
well i dunno i should shower and such. just found ive been talkin to welkey for like 4 or 5 hours. randomly talked bout everything and then we worte our entire papers were amaizign. well i actually think i should wrap this up cause im prolly makin no sense at all. o well
remember
Open the gates and Sieze the day
dont be afraid and dont delay
nothing can break us
no one can make us
give our lives away
arise and seize the day
so ive come to the realization tonite that life is going by way to fast. i really need to slow down and enjoy it. i gthink its like 15 months and i graduate. wow i remember like yesterday i was a freshmn and hils was still in high school. i cant believe that so much time has passed since then. in a few months ill be a senior. gonna be where hils was back then and i just dont feel like im that age yet. im excited to graduate but i kinda never want it to happen. once it happens its ll over. everyone ive known for what will be 17 years will go there seperate ways and ill keep in touch with some people but ill completlty lose touch with others. i wa talkin to laurne bout this today and she was saying how she always thinks of it like a movie where one person marries rich, one go on to be aaing in there career, one dies, one does aboslutly nothing. i no its not gonna be like a movie but i feel like someone if that happens i really wanna no who the person to die would be ahead o time. i would feel so bad to have been friends with someone but never really known them and then u find out there gone. its just like...take a step back and woah. i wanna let all my friends no how much i appreciate them. your all famzing. u all pwn. i <3 u all. dont do stupid shit and die. just...yea but if u do...go out like a champ
well i dunno i should shower and such. just found ive been talkin to welkey for like 4 or 5 hours. randomly talked bout everything and then we worte our entire papers were amaizign. well i actually think i should wrap this up cause im prolly makin no sense at all. o well
remember
Open the gates and Sieze the day
dont be afraid and dont delay
nothing can break us
no one can make us
give our lives away
arise and seize the day