The true in the false, gradually strips away all self-delusion until all that remains is pure being.
*recap recap recap*
Whoa senior year has begun. Only a couple weeks in and it already feels so routine. My classes are stacked with some of the coolest people I know, and a lot of friends I didn't get to see last year. Thats all that really matters to me at this point. Oh yeah, there's the academic part. Field hockey is going well- our current record is 1-1-1. Casabe keeps moving my position around which is kinda confusing, but over all its going to be a promising season.
We went as a team to Chattham for the annual stay at our coache's house. We played a tournament in DY on saturday and then headed to the cape for a weekend full of fun. The weather was amazing and we got to spend time shopping, sitting on the beach, and having nice talks and eating good food. It was an amazing time. At night we snuck down to the private beach and star-gazed. I really wouldn't trade the weekend for anything. The freedom and atmosphere is just incredible. At night we walked through the town singing and causing scenes, then got some ice cream before heading back to the house, where we fell asleep at 1AM. It always seems like its going to be a pain giving up your busy weekend there, but I never regret it.
Monday sent me back into my innter turmoil. I ended up having a really deep and good conversation with Alex until almost 1 that night. I felt so much better having said a lot- something Ive never been quick to do. It saved me from what I recognized as a potential depressive state for the next few weeks or so. I don't know what I'd do without him..I know I can count on him for anything. How could I ever be so lucky to have someone as great as him!? I love him soOo much.
I'm really tired from staying up late these past few days. I'll elaborate another time on how things are.
PS. Helped Co-found an environmental club at our school. Its gonna be so much fun. My girls rule!! Sept 19th afterschool RM. 126. fuck yeah, we're gonna save the world!!
night.
Whoa senior year has begun. Only a couple weeks in and it already feels so routine. My classes are stacked with some of the coolest people I know, and a lot of friends I didn't get to see last year. Thats all that really matters to me at this point. Oh yeah, there's the academic part. Field hockey is going well- our current record is 1-1-1. Casabe keeps moving my position around which is kinda confusing, but over all its going to be a promising season.
We went as a team to Chattham for the annual stay at our coache's house. We played a tournament in DY on saturday and then headed to the cape for a weekend full of fun. The weather was amazing and we got to spend time shopping, sitting on the beach, and having nice talks and eating good food. It was an amazing time. At night we snuck down to the private beach and star-gazed. I really wouldn't trade the weekend for anything. The freedom and atmosphere is just incredible. At night we walked through the town singing and causing scenes, then got some ice cream before heading back to the house, where we fell asleep at 1AM. It always seems like its going to be a pain giving up your busy weekend there, but I never regret it.
Monday sent me back into my innter turmoil. I ended up having a really deep and good conversation with Alex until almost 1 that night. I felt so much better having said a lot- something Ive never been quick to do. It saved me from what I recognized as a potential depressive state for the next few weeks or so. I don't know what I'd do without him..I know I can count on him for anything. How could I ever be so lucky to have someone as great as him!? I love him soOo much.
I'm really tired from staying up late these past few days. I'll elaborate another time on how things are.
PS. Helped Co-found an environmental club at our school. Its gonna be so much fun. My girls rule!! Sept 19th afterschool RM. 126. fuck yeah, we're gonna save the world!!
night.