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Well I haven't touched this thing in awhile, which I suppose could be a good thing. But alas, all good things must come to an end, and I find myself absorbed in my own problems and comitting myself to a week of pure, unadultered anger. This school year I've hardly experienced anything worth being depressed about. Not that there's things that necessarily deserve depression. But my life is always changing and I'm always trying to figure people out, or find new ways to cope with pain. For the past month I have been in a rough state of mind, which I'm sure has something to do with my cold and lack of sleep. But there's other things among them. Last night my good friend Becca helped me see the light. We just sat in my driveway and talked until midnight. You see, I can't go back to old habits. But I've made new ones, and I find that instead of sad I am angry. Angry at someone or something that is not really tangible. Thankfully for Becca I've come to the decision that this is the right thing. I've been stuck in my own mind over this, wanting to take a bat to the back of people's heads. But things are right, and they are going to be right. It's just up to me to see it through.