Motivationless
I have so little motivation in the evenings. I get home at 6/6:30 and have a leisurely dinner, or I get home later maybe having eaten already, and I just can't get myself going again. I need to clean, I want to have cleaned, but I just can't do it. I don't do much hmwk, and I'm nearly fucked w/ the big project due next week. I meant to do some on that whilst in the lab today, but I spent a while doing data analysis (and such lovely data it was, too). I'm fairly productive during the days, but I just can't do it in the evenings. Sometimes it makes me want to scream, or to cry, and sometimes I just want to crawl into bed already at 9 and read my book for a while and not do anything else. (And these are not mutually exclusive options.)
Urg. Frustrated Tovah.
Urg. Frustrated Tovah.