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PS IF U DONT WANNA LISTEN TO ME BITCH DONT READ THIS)
ok. so here we go... not only did i not do anything today but i am freaking out about going to college. and not only is like no one here but the guy that i liked or thought i liked or had a thing with . who BY THE WAY fucked up royally like yesterday. hasnt called all day and probably wont tomorrow? and ya know what?!? why should that piss me off ya know? why would that make me mad.. he didnt call me. oh well... BUT WAIT I AM GOIN TO COLLEGE IN FRIGGEN 2 WEEKS! now does that sound like fun to u? oh it sounds fun to me. i would just like to add a WTF? i guess everything makes me not trust anymore.. and honestly i am not even sure i wanna hold hands with him, touch him at all, let alone kiss him or be with him. and that hurts and i cant talk to him about this bc... oh he hasnt called and i cant call him bc he is never home. i know this is just me being grumpy but at this moment i dont really want to hear the other side of anything i juts wanna bitch bc i am sad and terrified and grumpy. and i pretty much hate guys they either lie, keep things from u, there is always something. i guess that is one fun thing about college...
so one good thiing i talked to my roommate today i am actually kinda excited about it. she is going into architecture. she sounds totally nice : )
if only i had someone to tell... oh wait... "my guy" is a douche.... oh wait that is mean... wait i dont really care.. wow that was really bitchy of me.. im DONE! with everything DONE! ARG!!
ok. so here we go... not only did i not do anything today but i am freaking out about going to college. and not only is like no one here but the guy that i liked or thought i liked or had a thing with . who BY THE WAY fucked up royally like yesterday. hasnt called all day and probably wont tomorrow? and ya know what?!? why should that piss me off ya know? why would that make me mad.. he didnt call me. oh well... BUT WAIT I AM GOIN TO COLLEGE IN FRIGGEN 2 WEEKS! now does that sound like fun to u? oh it sounds fun to me. i would just like to add a WTF? i guess everything makes me not trust anymore.. and honestly i am not even sure i wanna hold hands with him, touch him at all, let alone kiss him or be with him. and that hurts and i cant talk to him about this bc... oh he hasnt called and i cant call him bc he is never home. i know this is just me being grumpy but at this moment i dont really want to hear the other side of anything i juts wanna bitch bc i am sad and terrified and grumpy. and i pretty much hate guys they either lie, keep things from u, there is always something. i guess that is one fun thing about college...
so one good thiing i talked to my roommate today i am actually kinda excited about it. she is going into architecture. she sounds totally nice : )
if only i had someone to tell... oh wait... "my guy" is a douche.... oh wait that is mean... wait i dont really care.. wow that was really bitchy of me.. im DONE! with everything DONE! ARG!!