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"He understands for the first time in his life that love weighs nothing. Oh God, his girls are as light as birds."
-Animal Dreams
can't sleep, so reading. that line made me cry. in the emotional state that i am in.
I got really mad at ilan tonight, unjustly so. I told him I didn't want to talk to him or see him or be near him, and then I hung up on him, and he was with his friends.
new years resolution #1:
never to make anyone feel badly on purpose. especially not the people who i care about most.
I think they tend to be the easiest targets, because you know that they will forgive you. So it's easy to be cruel. But that's so unfair.
I feel horrible.
-Animal Dreams
can't sleep, so reading. that line made me cry. in the emotional state that i am in.
I got really mad at ilan tonight, unjustly so. I told him I didn't want to talk to him or see him or be near him, and then I hung up on him, and he was with his friends.
new years resolution #1:
never to make anyone feel badly on purpose. especially not the people who i care about most.
I think they tend to be the easiest targets, because you know that they will forgive you. So it's easy to be cruel. But that's so unfair.
I feel horrible.