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Hold my hand inside your hands,
I need someone who understands.
I need someone, someone who hears,
For you, I've waited all these years.
For you, I'd wait 'til kingdom come.
Until my day, my day is done.
And say you'll come, and set me free,
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me.
In your tears and in your blood,
In your fire and in your flood,
I hear you laugh, I heard you say,
"I wouldn't change a single thing."
Wow, so much has changed since last time i wrote in this. It's amazing how you can rely on something one minute and the next it means nothing to you. A lot has been happening in my life lately, as most of you know. Family, Friends, Boyfriends... they can all be gone in and instant. I would argue that alone is the worst place any person can ever be. When you have no one, there's no escaping loneliness, vulnerability, pain. there's no one to hold your hand through the bad times, no reason even to live. Life is empty, and has no purpouse, its repetitous and pointless. I am lucky that no matter what happens, or what stupid things i do, i have one friend that no one can touch.
On a much more happy note, im leaving for hawaii tonight! i cant wait. hawaii is a beautiful place to spend the end of my high school career. its got amazing beaches, weather, and entertainment. so here's a few of my predictions about hawaii, we'll see if any of these pan out like expected. Well get to the airport, very unprepared, there will be splitting up into a few groups about different plans to get boarded fast and efficiently. finally we will get really bored on the plane, i will fall asleep, kelsey will be extremely loud and excited. the rest will be a little grumpy. when were finally in hawaii there will be a lot of beach time during the day(kelsey with a lobster red sunburn) and then a lot of disagreement and panic about the excursions we take on our limited amount of funds(maya and i will want to be cheap bc we paid for the trip our selves, while holly and di will want to enjoy the $ they were given). we will plan to go to clubs and meet really hot guys but in the end we will go to one club because lee is only 17 so she'll insist we go without her but we wont,and instead of cute boys, we'll meet weird dirty old men who will hit on holly and dionne. But by the time we return home, we will realize although it may have not been exactly what we were expecting, it was an awesome trip anyways.
we will becoming home the twenty ninth in the morning, so call if you want to hang out when i get back.
I need someone who understands.
I need someone, someone who hears,
For you, I've waited all these years.
For you, I'd wait 'til kingdom come.
Until my day, my day is done.
And say you'll come, and set me free,
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me.
In your tears and in your blood,
In your fire and in your flood,
I hear you laugh, I heard you say,
"I wouldn't change a single thing."
Wow, so much has changed since last time i wrote in this. It's amazing how you can rely on something one minute and the next it means nothing to you. A lot has been happening in my life lately, as most of you know. Family, Friends, Boyfriends... they can all be gone in and instant. I would argue that alone is the worst place any person can ever be. When you have no one, there's no escaping loneliness, vulnerability, pain. there's no one to hold your hand through the bad times, no reason even to live. Life is empty, and has no purpouse, its repetitous and pointless. I am lucky that no matter what happens, or what stupid things i do, i have one friend that no one can touch.
On a much more happy note, im leaving for hawaii tonight! i cant wait. hawaii is a beautiful place to spend the end of my high school career. its got amazing beaches, weather, and entertainment. so here's a few of my predictions about hawaii, we'll see if any of these pan out like expected. Well get to the airport, very unprepared, there will be splitting up into a few groups about different plans to get boarded fast and efficiently. finally we will get really bored on the plane, i will fall asleep, kelsey will be extremely loud and excited. the rest will be a little grumpy. when were finally in hawaii there will be a lot of beach time during the day(kelsey with a lobster red sunburn) and then a lot of disagreement and panic about the excursions we take on our limited amount of funds(maya and i will want to be cheap bc we paid for the trip our selves, while holly and di will want to enjoy the $ they were given). we will plan to go to clubs and meet really hot guys but in the end we will go to one club because lee is only 17 so she'll insist we go without her but we wont,and instead of cute boys, we'll meet weird dirty old men who will hit on holly and dionne. But by the time we return home, we will realize although it may have not been exactly what we were expecting, it was an awesome trip anyways.
we will becoming home the twenty ninth in the morning, so call if you want to hang out when i get back.