(no subject)
i didnt go to sleep last night,i didnt go to school today. i was sick. probably because before i went to bed, i smoked 6 ciggeretes back to back. And my legs were crampin up. Plus, today just was not a day i wanted to endulge myself with a bunch of niggers and homework! I slept till 9 and them i went to my moms store and slept till 12 on the acupuncture table while the soothing music was playin. i barley had anything on my mind. i was out of it. then i went to the doctor and she said my nerves being almost none and my blood sugar being so low that........she pretty much gave me a death warrent. have you ever felt like you just wanted to cut your own head off with a saw? Well for some reason that feeling wouldnt leave my mind. it just seems shit only happens all at once. i never can just get one problem and take time to figure it out. they have to all plunge into me at once!!! I had 5 nose bleeds today and on top of that, i got cayenne pepper in my eye, and then my eye started bleeding. My legs were spazzing out and i was nauous. AND ON TOP OF THAT,,,,,I LOST MY FUCKING RETAINER AT DENNYS!!!!!!! now ive got to use my all of all my itty bitty paycheks to buy another $200 retainer that cuts my jaw open!
isnt life grand?
isnt life grand?