yesterdayzz
yesterday was quite odd. me and robert went to the mall and hes like "how many ppl that we know do u think were going to run into?" well later we went to the bus stop to go home when short bus texted me telling me she is at the mcdonalds in the mall. so we went and saw her and her tallia. well then we needed a ride home and she called and who was at the mall? jew david, his brother and some guy they know. well anyways, we were all leaving and nick calls shortbus and says he is coming. well the out of nowhere me and robert see daniel. then everyone met up and it was this weird thing. nick is being like a pussy and wont even go neer me and robert. idk Y, i mean i dont really like nick but hes like mad b/c i wont pay for the tail light that i kicked out. yay he gets a new sk8board b/c he is gunna keep mine. but funny thing is, im going to throw out his clothing today b/c i dont get my shit back. lovly world isisnt it? well see i did plan on paying him for the tail light but my mom wont let me. lol. anyways, yesterday me and robert went back home and fell asleep together to the matrix like we have been doing latley. you know since me and robert have been back together i havnt been jelous at all. but last night i got jelous for the 1st time, lol, but it wasnt even jelous b/c after i thought about it, it means nothing. a while ago me robert and jew david ran into heather at the mall. and jew david said that heather was staring at robert and that robert should leave me for her. well jew david was talking to robert yesterday and he was like "oh remember a while ago when u said that? i hooked up with her for 2 weeks" i think its funny b/c whenever robert talks about heather it sounds like she was just some kind of accompishment. just b/c 1/2 the school wanted her and he got her, and then he didnt even wanna keep her b/c he said she isint 1/2 the person i am or have 1/2 the heart i do, or 1/2 the looks i got. haha. i feel so good about myself b/c of robert. he always makes me smile. i cant be away from him...even when he is in school i feel so alone and lost b/c he isint holding my hand. its funny b/c he has never been with a girl like he is w/ me. i mean we constantly kiss and hold each other and we do things that no one else has ever done with us. he is the only one i truly trust. ugh, im randonly thinking about something....ugh i dont wanna talk bout it. anyways, i have to walk home from the library soon. that sucks, but then when i get home im walking to roberts and getting to see him. maby today we will walk to get some CCC. that would be fun. lol. walgreens!! haha. anyways, i gotta go.
love rissa
love rissa