pain

Feb 04, 2005 16:27

Laid To Rest by: lamb of god
If there was a single day I could live...a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.
The blood's on the wall, so you'd might as well just admit it
And bleach out the stains, commit to forgetting it.
You're better off empty and blank,
than left with a single pathetic trace of this
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself.
I'll chain you to the truth for the truth shall set you free
I'll turn the screws of vengeance and bury you with honesty
I'll make all your dreams come to life,
then slay them as quickly as they came
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, see who gives a fuck.
Failure.
If there was a day I could live,
if there was a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.

im very scared right now that robert wont ever talk to me again. i wrote him all these notes and left them on his door. then i saw him, he told me he didint want me talking to him, then i get to liz's and i see this e-mail from him telling me to never talk to him again or he wont get back with me. well i went to his house to get all the notes i left but his step dad already took them in. so now im scared he will hate me. plus i wanna go to his house tonight to explain this to him, but i dont want him to hate me for that. last night i fell asleep in his arms naked and he fucked me alot. then today he is walking with heathers hoodie and tells me he is going out with heather. it burned in my mind and i ran back to my friends truck. where i came here to liz's. were going to a movie tonight with mike (my friend from winterpark who came to see me). well i dont really wanna see the movie i wanna see robert. but i dont think he wants me. he had such a good day with heather. he is sooo mean to me today and yesterday he was sweet and so in love. im lost in hell right now and i dont know when ill come out, not unless he wants me back.
lost broken confused rissa
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