grrrrr.....

[toure808]

today was actually a weird day...my nan is sick...she has about 2 months..it kinda sucks...but then out of now where brendan asked me if I could paint the record store.. I was like "what color"...he was like " no stupid..I want you to tag it..do some graffitti!"...so I went brought a cooler and a pack of smokes and went to work...I had forgot how much I liked to paint or do anything art oriented...everyone still bugs me to play music but I don't do music anymore...oh well on that huh...but I must say...if another person asks me to play guitar again I'm gonna go nuts...anyway back on track...its been nice keeping to myself...not going out and just staying home to read and draw...everyone is starting to get bugged out on my not wanting to hang out...oh well to that as well. my little sis and her stupid ass boyfriend are driving my nuts...she is on this mission to get me to like him. I can tell you right now that is a snowballs chance in hell on that...and now hes over all the time trying to talk to me or say hi or whatever. telling his friends how cool he thinks I am and blah blah blah...what he should be doing is staying the hell away from me...he has caused our family so much drama I just want to kick the living crap out of him and now he has my little short stack(sara) brain washed...trust me you would not like him either...and then theres malia...things are bad..really really really bad...its me..I know its me...but for some reason I just cannot get out of this funk...I know I know...fix it right..fix what! I don't know whats broken... grrrr..oh well

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