Oct 14, 2004 03:45
before I say anthing...myspace.com is like drugs...I am so hooked its pathetic..anyway...things are okay..but I still cannot stop thinking about that girl I was with over the summer..I see her more and more..and its driving me nuts. she is with someone else and I need to respect that, but I keep hearing that friggin line from "girl next store" -make sure the juice is worth the squeze-...and it is..I so know it is...I totally lied to jill when she asked me if anything was wrong(shes like my best friend) and I totally lied to malia about this rut that I am in with her(gf) what the hell is wrong with me...why does this girl creep into my head so...I just never know what the hell is going on anymore...I have not slept in two damn days because I have her on my mind...what the hell is wrong!!! I finally decided how to live my life and now there to much to live in...I cannot have it all one way..or my way to be exact...shit...why did I lie to jill..I'm such an asshole..and for malia..I'm an even bigger asshole...nvognrngnervnrengrehgorehgre I'm a wreck...I keep thinking of this girl..over and over and over...oh god..it makes me sick..I almost want to say the "L" word...I'm a screw..yay for me. someone please kill me now...right this very second...please..
-make sure the juice is worth the squeeze-