Jul 12, 2005 00:03
I wish that I could meet Samuael Bak.... I can maybe, he's still alive.
I wish that I could just spend days with him and share my thoughts on art and humanity and beauty and pain and tragedy.
I wish that I could understand him,
and I wish that he would see potential in me
... I wish he could be my mentor.
I miss my mentor,
I hurt his heart.
I sacraficed both our pride for my happieness.
it aches.... mom, it aches.
but mom.. I think your wrong.
I wish I could have known what he truly felt and thought. " I wish, I wish, I wish" What a fucking useless phrase.
now its time to lay down and rest my bones, my lovely bones, please excuse my lovely bones.