May 23, 2005 19:32
this is somewhat of an end in my brain, but I'm going to continue to live, its a choice I've made ahead of time.
right now it feels like somebody is taking a potatoe peeler to my emotions
right now it feels like my brain is suffocating
right now it feels like fire ants are eating my stomach
right now I feel like there is no blood in my body... could you imagine the exhaustion?
but things will get better... and I'll perservere.
even though I feel like vomiting up my heart.
this too shall pass.