Soring, tumbling, free-wheeling through an endless diamond sky...
I haven't updated this bad boy in a while. Nothing too new since last time I guess. I've been watching people and learning the way that they work, and I feel like I've lost alot of friends, but suprosingly I dont care. I think I found the love of my love, but im not sure because I've never loved somebody and had them love me back. I feel useless since I was out the rest of the season, I wish I could go runnning, but its too cold and I'm already sick. I love Jason and I really want this to work and I want to be with him for a long time. I just don't know if I'm confused becasue I feel useless and I need to start being more active, maybe I dont love him or maybe I do love him.. god i am so fucked up, I dont know what to think. Everytime I'm with him, I feel right, I dont think about anybody else, and I could care less if all we did was lay in bed all night, I'm always happy when I'm around him, well unless I'm pissed off haha but he always makes it better... am I in love? am I feeling confused because this is a new feeling?
Somebody please help me..