boring. sad. depressed. help me, someone?

[toundergomisery]

This is one of those days. In the beginning I was tired, sick in the head, bored, depressed, and angry. During the middle of the day I thought "Hey, things are looking up." I came home and found out that it was just the same as this morning. I don't know, I am just in a bad mood. I need someone to talk to that doesn't treat me like crap or just treat me like I am nothing. I want to be noticed by someone... I guess I need a "friend" heh. Everyone around me has a boyfriend/girlfriend except me. It is sad really. Oh well... I guess I am not complaining. I will just try to look on the bright side again. I mean, my friend is coming up this summer and i get to hang out with him. MY best friend/ex's girlfriend is going to come and stay with him for a while. I hope she likes me so I won't feel like I am always in their way when I am around. I have a job this summer where I will be a counselor or something during some camp. I don't know how it is really... but I get to be ahead of a bunch of pre-teens. Mwahah... they are so fun.
I guess I will just go now. I think I will look around a bunch of sites and see who is on them. Maybe I will find someone nice and interesting to talk to.