Mar 17, 2006 23:28
Well...where did I leave off...
I don't know, and I'm too lazy to go and look and see where I left off. It was probably some random quiz or something. Anyways, as all of you know, Megan's mom became ill this past week and ended up passing away sadly...I would type a lot more but everyone else already has and I don't really know what to say but keep Meg and her family in your prayers cause they would really appreciate them all.
Cinderella closes tomorrow. I'm kinda excited. I won't say why because there are plenty of opinionated people on myspace that will shoot me down about whatever I say. Sure I'm going to miss the rehearsals and hanging out with friends and doing random things at school @ 8:30 at night (Sarah G...) and I love the dressing room (reminder to bring home Grease cd) and I love play and dressing up and being all pretty and stuff but at the same time I'm ready for it to be over this year.
We toured for the first time today.
That was fun
I'm done with tour after this semester ends.
There's a lot of stuff going on and quite frankly I'm kinda getting a little crazy because of all of it. I feel I should probably hang out with my friends Friday night too and be able to go up north and what not after football games and with tour I can't do that. Now I love tour, all the people...most of the people, and being able to sing and dance but there are just a couple of things that are going on that I shouldn't say on here (opinionated people..not that I have a problem with you but I just don't want to hear any criticism right now) so yea...tour's almost over for Jacqui
The shows were ok
Definately not Safety Kids
Safety Kids rock
Rapunzel (megan/laura) I love you...
I have an issue with the rookies haha...yea I'm gonna stop here
Anyways...maybe last weekend I made a pretty huge mistake and I feel kinda...depressed...? but at the same time I'm kinda alright with it. I didn't do anything bad. Well I did, sorta, but that's not the issue I just said some things and it all turned around very unexpectedly on my part and yea...it sucks but its life, and I don't regret anything I just wish I would have done things easier and maybe not have said anything at all but nothing I can do about it now.
Thankfully people are really nice and don't say anything..and hopefully won't think of me as some crazy person for being so...emotional, noooo uhm..I don't know some word not dramatic but I don't know its like feeling but not...not attached...I don't know what the word is and that was a pretty pointless paragraph but I just don't want anything to be screwed up for the future...although I'm sure it is..
arg
yea...I could say so much more in this paragraph
but it would be a very private...just for Jacqui (and Alison) entry
oh sigh