books
I hate how books make all the boys in real life incompetent.*sigh* And of all the books I've read this is the only one that STILL makes me cry when I reread it. Well, now it only makes me choke with tears, but when I first read it, I bawled. "A Voice in the Wind" by Francine Rivers......it's got a lot of religious jibberish in there but I tend to skim over that when I reread it. The romance in that book is amazing, and the sequel to that book is even MORE amazing. Except for the religious stuff. I skip over that entirely in the 2nd book, haahahha.
Work is tiring. Today was horrible. I felt really bad...because I was on a roll; I was actually enjoying myself at work today. I was feeling the cramps nagging at me but i didn't think much of it because i was working....and when I took my lunch, it totally consumed me. I was crippled with pain and I was working very poorly. They let me go home 30 minutes early, but, god, I felt really bad. I couldn't help but think, "What if they think I'm faking it to go home early?!" ANd it's just poor work ethic....I really wanted to tough it out and finish my shift but OMG I've never felt that bad before. I seriously couldn't get up to go home even as they told me I could go.
My cramps keep getting worse and worse every month.
My mom finally suggested I go to see a gynecologist. I'm too scared to go.
I'm so jealous my brother has this whole week off.
I still have to go to class up till wednesday. And then work black friday at 4 am. UGH. I work throughout that entire weekend, now that I think about it. some vacation. I was hoping to catch up on some askari stuff because i was so packed with midterms...but..I guess not. Finals are just around the corner. baaaaaaaaaaah.
Work is tiring. Today was horrible. I felt really bad...because I was on a roll; I was actually enjoying myself at work today. I was feeling the cramps nagging at me but i didn't think much of it because i was working....and when I took my lunch, it totally consumed me. I was crippled with pain and I was working very poorly. They let me go home 30 minutes early, but, god, I felt really bad. I couldn't help but think, "What if they think I'm faking it to go home early?!" ANd it's just poor work ethic....I really wanted to tough it out and finish my shift but OMG I've never felt that bad before. I seriously couldn't get up to go home even as they told me I could go.
My cramps keep getting worse and worse every month.
My mom finally suggested I go to see a gynecologist. I'm too scared to go.
I'm so jealous my brother has this whole week off.
I still have to go to class up till wednesday. And then work black friday at 4 am. UGH. I work throughout that entire weekend, now that I think about it. some vacation. I was hoping to catch up on some askari stuff because i was so packed with midterms...but..I guess not. Finals are just around the corner. baaaaaaaaaaah.