depression
I think I'm sinking into depression. Haven't felt this bad in a while. Can't remember when the last time was. I can't concentrate on schoolwork. I don't feel happy. I cry all the time. The bf annoys me and disappoints me; he doesn't help me even though I tell him I'm not happy these days...maybe...he doesn't know how? iono. I don't feel like eating much. I just want to sleep all the time.
Pharaoh has a swollen eye; went to the vet and dished out another whopping $90. His eye isn't any better...but I got eye drops and antibiotics for him... =/
I'm so behind on comic updates. And I still have commissions to do. And I promised to finish contest prizes by end of this month. Guess who's not going to meet that deadline.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
But on a different note:
Should I rewatch the HARRY POTTER series, or the LORD OF THE RINGS series?
Apparently, I'm only slightly content when I'm watching movies while eating/knitting.
BTW, I saw THE DUCHESS and I LOVED it but the bf complained it was boring. I'm not going to see movies with him anymore >=( unless it's something generic like ...iono..iron man or something. It isn't the happiest movie in the world, mind you, but it's beautiful. I am seriously regretting all that bad stuff I said about keira knightley when she was budding off. She's taking on more roles I find admirable...and she's an amazing actress. And yes, she's GORGEOUS. Though her jaw still kinds of bothers me. Oh well; I'm nothing in comparison.
I also saw APPALOOSA and it was AMAZING!!!!! I swear I want to be a cowboy. I need to be a cowboy. It is my life dream. Viggo gets sexier every time. So, I gathered all my quarters and ordered Eastern Promises off Amazon for $2.50 because, even though I already saw that movie in theaters, I needed more Viggo. I want to see Viggo and Johnny Depp in a movie together.
Also, I watched these movies for free; otherwise I wouldn't have been able to see them.
Also.....I lost my Paris, Je'taime DVD. Sadness. They're making a sequel; New York, I love you....should be interesting.
Pharaoh has a swollen eye; went to the vet and dished out another whopping $90. His eye isn't any better...but I got eye drops and antibiotics for him... =/
I'm so behind on comic updates. And I still have commissions to do. And I promised to finish contest prizes by end of this month. Guess who's not going to meet that deadline.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
But on a different note:
Should I rewatch the HARRY POTTER series, or the LORD OF THE RINGS series?
Apparently, I'm only slightly content when I'm watching movies while eating/knitting.
BTW, I saw THE DUCHESS and I LOVED it but the bf complained it was boring. I'm not going to see movies with him anymore >=( unless it's something generic like ...iono..iron man or something. It isn't the happiest movie in the world, mind you, but it's beautiful. I am seriously regretting all that bad stuff I said about keira knightley when she was budding off. She's taking on more roles I find admirable...and she's an amazing actress. And yes, she's GORGEOUS. Though her jaw still kinds of bothers me. Oh well; I'm nothing in comparison.
I also saw APPALOOSA and it was AMAZING!!!!! I swear I want to be a cowboy. I need to be a cowboy. It is my life dream. Viggo gets sexier every time. So, I gathered all my quarters and ordered Eastern Promises off Amazon for $2.50 because, even though I already saw that movie in theaters, I needed more Viggo. I want to see Viggo and Johnny Depp in a movie together.
Also, I watched these movies for free; otherwise I wouldn't have been able to see them.
Also.....I lost my Paris, Je'taime DVD. Sadness. They're making a sequel; New York, I love you....should be interesting.